I haven't written in this in a while. I've been inspired in my life, but not in the mood to sit here in blog.. Sometimes I just gotta take it all in and write about it later. I made a lot of things, obviously that I am posting on this right now.
1.) Apple Pie.
-Graham Cracker crust, 6 apples cut and diced, FF Cool Whip, SF Cheesecake Pudding mix, Cinnamon, Pumpkin Pie Spice, and Honey.
2.) Not Food.... Sharks Teeth Rings!
-On my Etsy site also.
(Etsy- TheLeet3rs)
3.) Also on etsy.
4.) "Cookies" that tasted like muffins. Sometimes you try things and they aren't as good as you thought they would be. These consisted of Rolled Oats, Bananas, cinnamon, and Honey.
I didn't really like them.
5.) Also on Etsy. I found this on the road and painted it.
6.) Pumpkin Spice Cupcakes, with Cheesecake icing and Rolled in Crushed Oreos. Woo!
7.) I don't know what this is. My sister made some Guacamole, homemade, and we had some seaweed salad from Publix, on top of a popped Wheat Thin. It was reaaaaaalllly good.
8.) Okay, this was kind of spongey in it's outcome of a taste, but it's completely Vegan, no added sugar, no oil, no egg. I don't even remember how I made it, which is unfortunate. It was pretty good though. Mostly I make things like this so I don't feel bad eating them. But the end result is I always bring them to work, let everyone try them and tell me what they think then decide if I'll ever make them again. I don't know if I will make this again because it was so spongey. Probably the lack of eggs...
I would make it for myself, but then I end up with a whole cake in my house that I just end up having to throw away! So no.
If you ever do make a eggless, butterless, oilless cake..... Make sure you add honey and Rasberries or some sort of fruit so that it has some sweetening component.
9.) Another ring. Stones found on the beach, wrapped in wire, also on Etsy if anyone feels like supporting my creative life!
Okay. Well other than that, life has been a whirlpool of events this past month. It's very very wild to see how much things change and how my mind evolves based on certain encounters. People really do have a huge influence on how you see your life and your future.
I've pretty much come to peaceful terms with myself and how I'm living. I am a very happy person, which is a beautiful feeling to have. A year ago, I was so very unhappy and always thinking things were just never going to change with my heart. Since then I have been able to move forward in so many areas of my life. I graduated, I moved to California, I moved back to Florida, I went to Europe, I finally moved on from an unstable relationship, and I finally made peace with my enemies. I am so much happier about the last part of that sentence than any other. For so long I had hatred in my life towards things I just needed to change..
Self pity is stupid. I feel no sympathy for myself for the decisions I have made, because they were my decisions. That's another reason I find it so easy to be happy in life. I don't sit there and dwell on things for not working out. Things happen. Shit happens. Simple as that. You can be angry or upset or depressed about them or you can learn from them and move the fuck on in your life. I'm glad I finally figured that out.
NO RAGRATS.
Not even a single letter.
Okay... I do have some regrets and the only things I do regret is hurting people for things I've decided to do but they were unintentional and I never want to hurt anyone. Sometimes it just happens and before you know it, you're deep into something that you can't undo... But that's about it. Everything else that's happened in my life is either a beautiful chapter or a beautiful mistake.
It's all art.
Happy Monday/October/Fall.
The end.
