fridayyyy

Life's been good lately. Me and my boyfriend bought a food truck last month and we have been working on renovations and preparing to open since then! It's really time consuming and kind of stressful, okay really stressful, but we are both in it together. 

I know j always write about this but it's just so crazy seeing how much my life has evolved. That's why I love having a blog and a journal and whatever form of writing I have because it gives me the opportunity to track myself and see where i stand in comparison to a year ago or 6 months ago or where I want to be 5 weeks from now. 

So much has changed!! 

Since I moved home, everything happened so fast but I'm a firm believer in fate and j really am happy the way it's come together. I wanted to get my life together when I got home and save money and work towards making my future what I dreamed it to be, and so far I kinda just skipped over a lot considering I met the coolest human ever three weeks into moving back here and he's changed my life in so many ways already. 

Never thought I'd find someone who makes every day perfect. 

Aside from love flourishing in my every day life, owning a business is pretty fucking exciting. (And he supports every part of it because he's a part of it!)... We got a new puppy... I just painted the house... 

Life's great. I don't know what else to say. 

It's warming up again, daylight savings time just happened which means the sunrise is an hour later which is the best. 😁😊😄☺️😉😝 happy. 

Late thoughts

It sucks to think about how cynical I've turned out to be in my life. Since I can remember. I always have been this way. I know my mind has evolved into giving people the benefit of the doubt in most cases because its simple to me to try and see something from another persons perspective but the more I give it thought, the less I understand why society as a whole has become so selfish in the sense of doing things purely for their own benefits and that's what makes me cynical. What happened to give love make love? Why are fucked up things so acceptable? Why does less than half our population question motives of practically everything going on in the world? Why don't people CARE? I don't care about the kardashians or the stupid dress that is blue black gold and white, but I care about the environment and animals and eating healthy and reading to stay knowledgable and making people who I love feel that i love them. I respect generosity and honesty and people speaking how they feel and being truthful to themselves. Mostly this just comes back to how I've been treated by a lot of people and I know I'm not a saint but I've never intentionally tried to hurt someone and I never would. I don't even know where this is coming from. My mind is in a million places tonight. ||